lost kid...
Friday, January 04, 2008
1/04/2008 11:14:00 PM♥
alright.. today end up nvr sing... haiz....
come back one whole night listen to my mummy nag about the $10 bucks.. a bit sian...
anyway, when i reach home my family is painting & guess wat i'm grounded tml.... haiz...
damn angry....
i really angry lor... not because i nvr sing ktv... but i already dated you all long ago & no one really think that i'm exist haiz... i told everyone dont know how early about the plan.... end up... dun know what to say... actually wed night i'm already pissed off when my invites was shrink down to 3pax left including me... anyway, really dont know why good company are so damn hard to find lately.. (i hate grow up)
after all the lateness & stuff.. & a lot of bad incidents that happen today... i decided that we dont go sing then... end up i was in ttsh the whole afternoon with qxin & hui.. "pray" hope d____ faster can go home... (i dun know can say not cause that fellow damn ego big so shhhhh...)
4jan is simply an unlucky day...
the bidding of NUS was piece of shit... damn damn shit... anyway i should actually feel glad that i've got my modules but... none of my friends got it... "happy lor... i'll do project by myself" damn shit de... really... but anyway a new environment might make me grow ba... [really damn sad... don't know why i've such a friend... know that i'm alone & still dont wan to accompany me!!!!!!!!!!!! i really hate it.. damn damn damn damn damn ffffffffffffffffffffffffffffffffffffffffffffffffffff......................... you've got the module & tell me you're joining the others... oh man, if my other friends are still taking i'm still alright... after i told you think they nvr get the module & u tell me oh sorry i'm joining the other for another module... F sia... you know i'm alone & you're dumping me there... anyway i cant force ppl... so nvrmind...] maybe simply i dont have true good friends around.. (no matter how well you treat the others, they wont treat you the same way... i'm so sick of it)
anyway today is a bad bad bad day...
no body can know how i feel now really.... NOBODY!!!!!!!!!!!!!
even myself also cant feel...
dont know is sad, angry, lost, frustrated...
or wat shit.....
WHERE ARE MY TRUE GOOD FRIENDS.....
WHERE WHERE WHERE...
IS THERE ANYONE ON THE EARTH WHO CAN UNDERSTAND ME??????????????????????????????????????????????????????????????
SHIT....
I'm starting a fashion idea in my head ;
1/04/2008 11:14:00 PM
