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Sunday, January 30, 2005 1/30/2005 01:12:00 PM♥

erm i will be very busy studying so pictures will only come on thurs.... haha.... after my last paper take care everyone ... miss ya

I'm starting a fashion idea in my head ;
1/30/2005 01:12:00 PM

i told u many man y time dun eat so much cup noodle y dont you listen..............
you want to wait till all ur hair drop off then you will listen isit!!!!!!

cup noodle= a lot of MSG

then will lead to loss of hair.........

can understand not... everytime wan to make me unhappy...

this few days i dun feel happy all because of u yesterday is bball now is cup noodle..
will you ever take my words...

or you took me for granted....
:"(


+i hate cup noodle+

last night i heard maria n fei fei saying about going to play bball today at 8pm... ok nvrmind... that fei fei keep saying it so late don't feel like playing so late... "sound like he don't wish to go"
okay so i assumed that he won't be going lo....

in the afternoon about 2plus i sms him asking what he is doing n stuff... he replied usual stuff.. watching tv etc...

then i was so fed up.. when i ask hi wat is he doing later he say study then after one hour later he say he maybe going to play bball with edden... ok then i didnt say cannot or wat.... then i ask him wat time he say mayb going at 5 plus... hai.. ok then i also didn't say anything lo...
i was so angry that now is already like 3plus... u going out 5plus... now then u say... everytime so last minute... when i do this to u, u r like so angry... u think i won't be angry or wat....

the most IMPORTANT part is that he NVR ask me if i wanna go or not.... "so heartache"

can't stand le.. of course i show him some attitude but int he end he still went without asking for any of my consent... yesterday he say he got no time to study for his 2 upcoming test n now got time to go play bball with edden....

before he go guess wat he sms me... "i go play bball... shun ask me go " again he nvr ask me if wanna go.... i was blooding blood... then i kind of fierce with him in my sms reply.. he ony reply me 1 hour later... forget it then... i didnt tok to him till about 9.15pm i call him.... he pick up n he's still in the court... whenever i go play bball he will ask me go home early at about 7plus he will start showing me his attitude... y so late still there... "ok i admit i live kind of far... but u also don't live quite near to yishun lo" he didn't tell me much only asking me to call him back at 9.30pm saying he will go off when i called...

being so nice to him i call him 9.45pm.. he say the next game is our turn i play last game then go.... "you might as well dun go home" i not going to tok to you.... arrrrrrrr feel like killing you... then i won't feel so sad... go play bball then nvr ask me along... call you so many time u keep dragging the time... only know how to scol d me n dunnoe how to scold urself..........
then keep bluffing me... you say you will help me get my tarts from xin then in the end nvr.......
:'(

=dun tok to me=
=i dun wan to listen to you=
+i hate basketball+

today is jia's birthday!!!!!
after my defects paper i went to the library to wait for that fei fei.... i decide to go up to 4th floor to read on my next paper... ha then i meet 2 of the guys next class of mine when i was entering the lift... so funny then they start toking to me... after asking where i am going, not goign homw ar n stuff by one of them we say bid good bye.... then all of a sudden i heard the other guy saying "you very cute le" i was so MAD, i hate ppl who say i'm cute...

definition of cute= ugly but adorable

arrrrrr... this is not the first time i hear him saying that to me.... then of course i take it that i didn't hear... n then went in the lift...

i wanted to go to 4th floor to my favourite corner... that i always go when i was to be alone!!! then that corner was taken... "by a group of guys" then of coz i when to the other end corner to sit down... after i sit down i saw my fei fei... haha so surprise...
then he say he was sittign at my favourite corner... ar-bish box u ar... then we tok tok ha... he left his friends at that corner n come to pei wo... "more of disturbing me"
after 1 hour or so he went for his test then i start studying... hee

after his test he came back to the library to meet me.. then we head to taka to get jia's present.. i have been think wat to get for jia... that QI ar.. hai nvr give me any good idea.... then after much thinking i decided to get a wallet for her... coz i dun c her using wallet... if haf also quite old... hee... the 1st thing i reach taka... i want to eat... i'm so hungry... then i suddenly craving for KFC haha.. we then went to eat lo... "fei fei say u eat liao later sure can't eat with jia they all at NYDC"... but i dun care.. i so hungry lo... haha..

we decide to make fun of jia... we brought a small broom n the wallet of cos... haha i wanted to give her the broom 1st saying that her present .. haha... as she is my fei fei "maria"

after getting everything.... erm... we went to meet gayna, hui, xin, jia n ni... hee.. then we go NYDC lo... i was still so full... ar....

in the end i really nvr eat anything... oh oh!! haha... i only drink n eat dessert... after dinner we went KTV... edden then joined us at the KTV..

we did haf a great time i guess... but halfway through i was so angry with fei fei... then i guess he didn't realised.... nvrmind... he so insensitive... shit.... anyway i make such a big move that i shift over to another corner then i nvr tok... hai he also nvr take the initiative to move over to ask me wat happen.. he just continue disturbing gayna.... "forget it" say liao vomit blood...
"i wanna say SORRY to xin" when she ask me about FIR song i think i gave some attitude... so sorry... i was angry that y like that...

after everything we went home separately...

=tired=

=good nite=

=happy birthday jia=

i was damn angry with you... you got wat mr tang say in class for the defects tips right then y when we ask you,,, you keep replying u dunnoe, u so blur.........

n then you still can tell kris n sherlyn so many tips....... thanks for being such a friend.... bitch..
you really make me so fed up....

you tips has got mistake plz dun tell others the wrong infor can.... because of ur infor ppl learn wrong thing you know??? so please!! next time you wanna say any tips to others please confirm with other ppl first.... "stop thinking that you r that great"

n can you take other's opinion when they say ur tips or wat so ever has got mistake.... stop being a stubborn slut... make me wanna puke!!! i really hated you for being such a selfish friend... no matter how i hate you watever tips i haf i'll still ask kris to tell you....
can't imagine you got down everything and nvr wanting to share with me n nua....

damn it!!! bitch sucks....

=selfish ppl around polluting the air=

hai that bitch keep finding trouble le.. we quarrel over a tutorial qn.... during cost n adm... dunnoe y everytime she dun understand wat i mean hai... nvrmind... really can't stand... she really dun understand wat the other in the group ask then keep saying about something that all of us understand "mayb i also didnt really know" but she is so damn f___ing le... make me so fed up.... feel like slaping her...

nvrmind anyway.... it over!!

i miss sakura... i want to got here n eat my hotplate beancurd...
ha... hope my fei fei bring me there after my exam... exam around the corner.... opps so many thing not studied or should i say haven start studying... hai tired!!!

=i hate bitch=

i was damn busy for the past week then in the end also nvr come up n blog... hai so sian... now so boring... so the sad... about the "hai siao" stuff... hai... i heard so many stuff... so scary n sad!!!

there was a rumour don't know if it real a not... "one family was eating their dinner n the when they eat on the fish the found a finger in the tummy... yucks that was so damn scary!!"

then my aunt say..... her friend mum found a ring in the fish tummy wehn she chop the fish...
so the damn scared... i dare not eat fish.... hai..

i hate it when it come time hear to exam... hai.... i so sick... wanna cry....

just dunnoe y... i kind of hate that sch.... many thing happen but i dun wan to tok about it... hai... sian...

yesterday, i almost lost my hp... i when to play bball with xin n jia they all as usual.. this time terrance n his brother came down n also shihui... ha the 2 of them look so alike real alike.... "thanks for coming" then after that we went to take our lunch... then before heading to the food court i went toilet... with jia...
hai... i was so careless.. when i was washing my hands i left the hp on the small space on top of the sink.... then after washing i continue toking to jia.. then in the end i forgot about it...

i think my head is being burn till i can forget such an important thing.... hai... really dunnoe y... i only found out that i left the hp in the toilet when i was goign to buy my food.. at that moment i felt so lost... i almost burst in tears... i ran with all my might to the toilet.. "but i still couldn't find it.... i then ask the auntie who clean the toilet... she than start to nag... "you kids like to leave thing in the toilet then ask me.. ppl take liao la... i nvr c la" she start nagging n nagging.... i really can't hold anymore then tears start to roll down my cheek.... "how can i be so careless??" hai.. dunnoe then jia came runnig to the toilet.. she was toking on the phone asking where r u?? then i dunnoe wat happen i only heard sakae sushi... then i start running there.... i say a lady coming out holding my hp... i was so happy!!! n really thanked her.... "for returning my hp"

if i couldn't find my hp i really dunnoe how to face my furry furry feif ei!! hai... lucky for me..
but when i return to the food court of course i still get scolding from him.... hai... nvrmind i really must be scolded... after scolding me he walk away saying he going to buy food... then jia n i also go buy food lo... so sad.. he came back with the cold storage bag... he went to buy hotdog.. he got the hotdog that we ate previously with jia.... "i was so jealous- he pick up from his bag, giving the fisrt hotdog to jia" hai.. for get it.. i know he is angry... then after some time then he gave one to me... it not about whether he give me hotdog not but y he gave jia first.... hai... he should know i sure get unhappy about it one ma... y must he like that!!

after everything we buy lunch up for xin.. she went home after playing to pack her house... ha... her hongkong friends coming over to her house to stay.. this is the first time i go up her house n her house is so clean!! hee....

after nua-ing so much playing cards n learning magic at her house... we went to meet shun and yun to play bball... hai... this time round i couldn't play that well the scene of losing my hp keep appearing in my mind... after everything i went home being burn n then bai ka...

i haf hurt my leg.. ha..
that my be the punishment for almost losing my hp@@"

=sad gal=

=sorry to you=

=thanks for returning my hp, you're a kind soul=

really cannot ta han....
dunnoe y...
everytime i feel like maybe i should try be nice to her...
then i won't have bad feeling about her...
BUT everytime i think of that... then something will happen....

today, me, kris n jean went to NUS to enroll for our course.... it part time course not the full time... we went to enroll in case we couldn't get into the full time one... ha at least we still can study... hai... so sian!!! "forget to bring my IC" =b
of course that bitch.. didn't go.. Lucky for me... "glad" of course.... but guess what she say...study part time course it a waste of time.... then some more she say oh if i can't get into the full time course in NUS then i will go oversea to study... la la la... "big cannon"
nvrmind... i just listen to her bullshit then.... after the 3 of us register.... we went back to sch...
hai to do our practical report...

we were hungry... "went food court 3 to eat" after that we went to Ms Yong room.... [Ms Yong is one of my lecturer] nice teacher.... hee... i brought desert n cake for her... hee.... oh ya we go up there because kris got to do her FYP.... n that B is there.... okay we jean n me got no place to go so we go there lo.... to do our practical... kind of sian...

i brought a very big bag today... coz after sch i going to meet xin n jia to play basketball... so after ta bao-ing so many stuff i got no hands to hold my shoe bag... kris then help me with my shoe bag... "thanks gal" when we reach Ms Yong room... kris juz left my shoes bag with her bag at one corner(the usual corner that we put our bag when we go up) n the Bitch is sitting next to the bag hai.... we stayed in the room... for about 2 hour plus waiting for our next lesson...

Angela came after her class to join us at Ms Yong room... she just come for fun la... haha just to enjoyed the crowd...

at about one..... we need to go down for our lesson....
then everyone just ask for their bags from that Bitch... she happily pass everyone their bag... leaving my shoe bag laying in the middle of the passageway where she is sitting..... she didn't even pick up my shoe bag for me... guess wat... she CROSS over my shoe bag.... and then leave the room.... "i was boiling blood" and " was damn angry"....
the shoe bag is so big... didn't she haf eyes to see..... still dare to cross over it... feel like giving her 2 tight slaps...

when i was walking down the stairs, i was grumbling "such a big bag... also dun wan to pick up...-in chinese" think she got wat i meant... HOPE SHE DID!!! such a person man!!! hai....

after that i didn't talked to her.... for the whole day.... even discussion in class i also didn't notice her presence...

"i lied to my RWP teacher"
haha the last lesson of the day i went to see my final year project facilitator..... and was late for one hour the RWP lesson.... i don't like the teacher so decided to go meet my facilitator at 3pm... haha.... the RWP teacher was so angry... then i told her that the facilitator ask me to go meet him at this time... haha!!! she was angry then of course i got scolding ... then hai no choice treat it that she sing a song for me then.... blah... =B

after so many stuff in sch finally school's out.....
yeah yeah!! can play basketball soon..... i happily go meet my furry furry fei fei.....
we took train to yishun to meet xin n jia... hai... we reached yishun about 6pm... n xin is late....
when i called her.. she say she was styling her hair.... ar.... bish!!! box u ar...
haha then i call jia... she nvr ans my call!!! "so the angry" then i went to the court at blk 346.... where we suppose to meet.... halfway i pass by the CC... oh it been renovated.... so nice.... so i called them then say we will meet there.. i sit there playing a coin game with my furry furry fei fei.... hai.... then jia came.... we play with the coin game waiting for that xin n shun...

At 7pm... arrrrrrrrrr one hour of waiting they finally came... they must have go hanky panky before coming.... haha...
ok la then when they reached they still wan to go 346 so in the end we went there lo...
then we played at the court but...today me n xin cannot paly together... dont know y... hai!!! [sad :'( ]and some more the ppl there was rough@@ so scary... hai... attitude ppl there!! we play till 10 pm till the light off.... hai.... i got bruise all over my hand... thank to that gal by the name of Jasmine... she better watch out i will get my revenge... how dare you!!!! keep elbowing me then some more "found" me... arrrrrrrrrrrrrr another slut...... hai....
my blue black so pain arrrrrrrrrr.....

haha
guess wat alan is sick...
3 years in poly...
only till now i don't see him in sch for ONCE!!!
haha..
really feel weak when i dun hear his voice in class...
so weird...
hope he get well soon....

=TAKE CARE=

-god bless-

everyday seems so busy for me... hai... really got no time to blog.... so damn sian... think sooner or later i will only get to blog once a week....
so sad... i didn't even got the time to play my neopets... tink my pets are dying already.... you guys must be thinking huh still playing neopets... haha "that me" ok!!! hee...
k la actually got nothing to say... just very stress out n tired... really wanna play basketball.... but just no time.... hai...

=busy till dying=

which set of teeth is mine?

which set of teeth is mine?

which set of teeth is mine?

is it my eyebrown?

is it my eyebrown?

Is this my eyebrown???

the sound system that day was damn bad... hai... feeling so sad for SHE last night.... but the concert went well last.... overall it isn't that bad... this concert is really a concert for all... i saw many kids.... teenage... n even old ppl.... hee... it was really nice listening to them... but it wasn't that rock... kind of smoothing... i actually wanted to stand for the whole concert... but there was a old couple sitting behind us [xin, hui, me n my furry furry fei fei] then i feel so pai sei to stand.. haha..... the concert start at 8.30pm... then end about 11pm plus plus....
after the concert, all of us were so hungry.... shun n his sis was there too... then we meet them n go to eat duo jiang n you tiao.... the place we are eating was at red dist.... kind of scary when we walk pass the street... so many gal.... there... hai.... so ke lian!!!!! but the food was nice!!
after eating we then went home... hai i reach home around one!!! so tired!!!
i slept at 2 plus... ZZZZzzzz damn tired ar!!!

=b
=happi little gal=
=SHE, i miss you=

haha... ELLA i'm coming to c u.... "damn excited about tml's concert"
hee.... i try to memorise all the songs... but so sad... i think i couldn't remember all le...
how ar...
"dun beat me hor,,, SHE's fan out there"
oh... actually suddenly got the feel to sing all SHE songs in KTV before i go c them haha
so that i know how to sing... "so lame of me"
really really hope tml i can tok to ELLA....
so the excited...
2 nights ago i dream of.... "ELLA"
haha it happen like this...
i went to the toilet halfway during the concert...
then ELLA was in the toilet too....
i was so happy to c her.. then she hi to me like as if she was a friend i knew long ago....
ohhhh... so friendly..... of ELLA
hee.... then in the end i even get to shake her hand n that photo with her....
BUT that's all dreams... oh man hope tml i can get this opportunity lo.....
=)

=see you lo=

=SHE i'm coming=

=selina=
=HEBE.......=
=ELLA...=

oh my god!!!
guess wat...
some wallets which can only be buy from japan can also be brought in singapore....
ha it again about that bitch... such a proud n show off bitch!!!
over the holidays... she went to japan... n she didn't get any gifts back for us!!
oh it ok with me.. anyway i didn't really wanted much!!!
but guess wat she showed off her purse saying that she got this from japan at about 300 yen[about S$45]...
ha... 2 weeks later, i saw a identical purse at PS only for S$6.90... "then i got 2... ha one for me n the other as a christmas present.." erm actually i didnt really wanna disgrace her... hai coz the one i brought had a different keychain design as her...

TODAY....
someone called me as she saw the identical design purse at woodlands & it's also sold for S$6.90... hai can't stand man.... nvrmind enough of showing off her stuff at japan... she even show off the places she visited in japan... dunnnoe is it real not... because, there are lots of loop holes in her words... she told partyA that she went to the faber mountain.... but when partyB ask her did she go to faber mountain she said NO!!! coz she don't haf the time... oh sucks right!! hai even good friends she also dun wan to tell the truth!!! "no words can describe ar!!!"

=totally cannot ta han her!!!=

More stuff.... about that BITCH coming out...

hope she will be embarassed one day!!!

LAIR, SELFISH BITCH

2nd:
yesterday, ___ gave me attitude hai... really dun understand, y but i wasnt really angry la.... dun care lo!!! juz that i was so ke lian... kanna fierce by nothing!! oh ok la... in the end glad that ___ say sorry to me... haha!! juz hope that next time plz think about other's feeling before you give such attitude lo!!! hee =b

=still good friend=
no hard feelings!!!!

hai should not have play that much now i can't finish my home work... tml must hand in now i still in net... BLOGGING!!! haha.... past few days should not have countdown n nua at jia's house that long... should have go home after yun's celebration!!! haha... so happy about yun's b-day small party... coz all the food we cook sucess!!! so happy... oh no home work in the end undone... tml need to had in a report now i still haven finish.... sian@@
kind of no mood!!! my new 7610 spoil.... hai.... that day all the pictures were gone... so sad... i couldn't post them on my blog now.... hai.. "feel like crying".. today i went to service my hp... the person say if serious i had to wait for 2 days to 1 week before i could get it back... however i got it back after 3hr of operation... [in the end-my memory card had to be reformate too] there goes my pics, video.... n other stuff.... shitty man!!! hai.....

=sad n angry=

-great disappointment-

crying in my bed

without finishing my assignment...

shit