fenfen, steff :D
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Monday, November 12, 2007 11/12/2007 01:04:00 AM♥

can stop asking me how to do???????????

if i'm such an expert then i wont be here!!!!!!!!

damn shit..........
everything also nvr get it right!!!!!!!!!!!

if really dont know how can find out yourself not!!!!!!!!

dont give rubbish le..........
i really hate it lor...


to conclude i'm not sticking around next sem...
i need a new environment...

anyway.. i'm working on the last bit myself...
really feel like slapping everyone...
better stop asking how how how!!!!!

piece of shit le...........
as if i know how... if i know think i DEANS list le....
dont u think so!!!!!

play --> good friends
project --> :( group mates


ok u dun know i also dun......

STOP asking..........

I'm starting a fashion idea in my head ;
11/12/2007 01:04:00 AM

suddenly feel so lost...
i really dont know what happen...
i just feel really sad...

after i know lala going outfield then i suddenly feel so lost...
no one to talk to...
nobody care about me...

i'm just so tied up with everything..
everyone seems to be like taking advantage of me...
why they cant be nicer to me... why why???

i feel so awful.. like there are like thousands of needles poking me..
i tried calling qi & wanted to talk to her about what happen
but she seems so busy with her stuff... (mayb she just reach home ba)

suddenly like there is no one there for me anymore..
haiz... really sad...

i didnt know what i want either...
can i just dont care everything??

i really need some PEACE i guess...
after today i'm not going to say any more in terms of school stuff

it seems like i'm really tired over such matters..
mayb it's time to let u all lead & i'll follow...

i guess it will be a easier role for me...


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=really cramp like shit= (piece of shit)
--simply tired--

why cant party A talk to party B by themself??

why must alway ask ppl to convey the message??


A says:
steff plz inform K___ i hv uploaded d mins ald

A says:
=)

A says:
thanks

I says:
huh

I says:
u mean for HR??

A says:
haha yesh ah

A says:
tt interview

A says:
remember?

I says:
oh ok

cant A tell K___???
why must ask I to tell K___???

damn funny isnt it???
any way that I is me...
really sick le...

certain ppl simply cannot tell ppl things by themself...
do you know certain things if said by 3rd party will become worst...

anyway i hate ppl PASSING MSG around.....
halfway telephone line will snap & gone... there goes all the msg....

haiz... yesterday too angry..

explaination was MSN something wrong..
but anyway end up we did the powerpoint ourself but with the help of another friend ans..

haha... but i forgive u...
cause end up you send me the ppt still..
though a bit late

but nvrmind la..
ok still like you ok???
you still not that bad la...

at most i wont believe the bad mouth bout u lor...
i still treat u as friend la..

"good friend"
okay???

k la... tired... today kanna trick by lala... angry say wan meet me then nvr...
but nvrmind i forgive u also...

everyone seems so stress up...
relax k?? dont get too bother by the exams...

need listening ear call me...
my number is (haha) you should know lor...
if you know me...

oh i update my blog songs finally
too many nice songs... cannot finish adding them... haha...

=happy listening lor=
=maucks love everyone who i care out there=

really so sleepy but i still have to say...

some ppl really damn selfish...

wa lao... wanna ask for tutorial ans then go MIA...

haiz... so scare for wat shit... anyway we're of different tutorial
& you'll do ur presentation before my grp does...

damn sianz....

the older you get the more selfish ppl can be...

although i heard many badmouth about u but i still dont believe..
but today... alright i think i really SEE your TRUE COLOURS....

WHY??? ppl i regard as friends turn out to be like that???
i thought FRIENDS are always there to help...

what's wrong with this world???
shit!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
shit!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
shit!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! x 1000000000000000000000000000000

alright forget it don't believe my grp meeting tml at 10am cannot finish...
come on let work harder tml then!! (hopefully)

haiz.... ppl are no longer trustworthy nowadays...
more plots and backstabs...

I HATE THIS WORLD...


friends who're close to you also will be like this even lending of notes also will be questioned.. although lend but think unwilling... (to my pt of view)..
should i lend to be selfish from now on???